Pregnancy with twins has introduced me to a heightened level of fatigue and vulnerability. There are times when I lie awake at night, fearful that I might not have the stamina for this new chapter of motherhood or that I will be incapable of effectively meeting the needs of so many children. When these lurking insecurities haunt me, I recall God's faithfulness to me in the past and the many promises in His Word. I have greatly benefited from Spurgeon's devotional, Cheque Book of the Bank of Faith. On January 5, when I was struggling with early pregnancy exhaustion and brutal nausea, I read these words based on Isaiah 41:10: "When called to serve or suffer, we take stock of our strength, and we find it to be less than we thought, and less than we need. But let not our heart sink within us...There is no telling how much power God can put into a man. When divine strength comes, human weakness is no more a hindrance. Do we not remember seasons of labour and trial in which we received such special strength that we wondered at ourselves? In the midst of danger we were calm, under bereavement we were resigned, in slander we were self-contained, and in sickness we were patient. The fact is, that God gives unexpected strength when unusual trials come upon us. We rise out of our feeble selves...My own weakness makes me shrink, but God's promise makes me brave.
Monday morning was a disaster. My carpet stank from recent flooding, the wheels fell off my vacuum cleaner, and my bookshelves collapsed. And, as a finishing touch, my two year old decided to sweep the bathroom floor with dirty toilet water. I indulged in some angry tears for the amount of time it took me to mop puddles and wipe toilet paper off my walls. My kids wouldn't stop fighting, and I asked God if all of this was reasonable to expect of me in my condition. After composing myself to face the rest of my day, I found this e-mail message sent by a dear sister who, without any knowledge that I was in crisis, was praying for me. Through tears I thanked God that, even through my most challenging and thankless days, His arms are upon me. He doesn't merely direct me from a distance but assists me with the same tenderness I feel toward my own little ones. Each time I guide small hands learning to form their letters or complete simple tasks, I am reminded of a God who "puts His hands on my hands and puts His arms on my arms, that I might be strong."
"His bow
abode in strength, and the arms of his hands were made strong by the hands of
the mighty God of Jacob."—Genesis 49:24.
HAT strength which God gives to His Josephs
is real strength; it is not a boasted valour, a fiction, a
thing of which men talk, but which ends in smoke; it is true—divine
strength. Why does Joseph stand against temptation? Because God gives
him aid. There is nought that we can do without the power of God. All true
strength comes from "the mighty God of Jacob." Notice in what a blessedly
familiar way God gives this strength to Joseph—"The arms of his hands
were made strong by the hands of the mighty God of Jacob." Thus God is
represented as putting His hands on Joseph's hands, placing His arms on
Joseph's arms. Like as a father teaches his children, so the Lord teaches them
that fear Him. He puts His arms upon them. Marvellous condescension! God
Almighty, Eternal, Omnipotent, stoops from His throne and lays His hand upon
the child's hand, stretching His arm upon the arm of Joseph, that he may be
made strong! This strength was also covenant strength, for it is ascribed to
"the mighty God of Jacob." Now, wherever you read of
the God of Jacob in the Bible, you should remember the covenant with Jacob.
Christians love to think of God's covenant. All the power, all the grace, all
the blessings, all the mercies, all the comforts, all the things we have, flow
to us from the well-head, through the covenant. If there were no covenant, then
we should fail indeed; for all grace proceeds from it, as light and heat from
the sun. No angels ascend or descend, save upon that ladder which Jacob saw, at
the top of which stood a covenant God. Christian, it may be that the archers
have sorely grieved you, and shot at you, and wounded you, but still your bow
abides in strength; be sure, then, to ascribe all the glory to Jacob's God.
"A university [or homeschool] is an alma mater, knowing her children one by one, not a foundry, or a mint, or a treadmill." John Cardinal Newman
Saturday, February 27, 2016
Monday, February 22, 2016
Little Lux (Siobhan)
~Little Lux~
It's been a while since I posted pictures of Little Lux. He is growing up so fast! He makes us all laugh with his crazy antics and expressions. It's hard to imagine that he's going to be a big brother in a few months...
Little Lux always wants to be like the older boys. Here he is copying Leo...
Grandma Z knitted prayer afghans for all of the boys. She prayed for each of them while she made them. Lux loves his and always snuggles with it when he watches movies...
Lux absolutely adores cars, so when the library gave us a huge book on antique cars, he was thrilled...
We love you, Lux!
My 16th Birthday and Valentine's Day (Siobhan)
~Siobhan's Birthday and Valentine's Day~
I recently celebrated my 16th birthday, which was the day after Valentine's Day. My birthday celebrations were spread over the month of February, and I have lots of pictures to share with you all!
The doll in the picture above was my first birthday present. Grandpa and Mom have included me in their tradition of getting Annalee dolls every year. This year my doll was a Sweet 16 doll!
The doll in the picture above was my first birthday present. Grandpa and Mom have included me in their tradition of getting Annalee dolls every year. This year my doll was a Sweet 16 doll!
I had a sleepover with Lydia, Moriah, and Elim at Adam and Steph's house. I also had a mini birthday celebration with our DI team. Mom made me ice cream cakes for both parties. :)
I celebrated my birthday and opened presents on Valentine's Day. Mom made me a delicious dinner and dessert, and I opened my presents.
Beef Bourguignon, Rolls, Raspberry Feta Salad, and Raspberry Gingerale
For my birthday dessert Mom made me White Chocolate Creme Brulee.
My big present was Driver's Ed, which I'm starting next week. I also got the dress and boots in the pictures above.
On my actual birthday I went out to lunch at Olive Garden with Mom and Dad. After our lunch, we went to Mom's 20 week ultrasound and found out the gender of the twins...
Identical Twin Boys!!
I had a wonderful birthday. Thank you to everyone who made it so special!!
Tuesday, February 16, 2016
Happy Groundhog Day 2016! (Siobhan)
~Happy Groundhog Day~
Happy Groundhog Day everyone! I know this post is a little late, but hopefully it will give you some craft ideas for next year :)
Groundhog Day was a 'balmy' 50 degrees, so we decided to go outside and enjoy the sunshine. It seemed like the groundhog's prediction was correct; this year he did not see his shadow!
((Today it seemed liked his prediction was wrong; it was a freezing cold realfeel of -35 degrees!!))
Little Lux loves going to a little loop that is just up our road. He runs around it with the boys.
When we got home we had some hot chocolate to warm up. Later we did some Groundhog Day activities.
We watched this cute Groundhog's Day video, which is filmed from the perspective of Punxsutawney Phil himself!
Next we did some coloring pages...
Next Tert and Filia did a color by number page. It involved addition and subtraction, so it was too challenging for Filia, but it was perfect for Tert. He worked with her on each of the colors and really enjoyed it!
Tert, Filia and Lux loved this Groundhog Day toilet paper roll craft. It was very simple, but a lot of fun! All you need for the craft is this template (I recommend printing it out on cardstock) as well as a glutestick and a toilet paper roll.
The last activity we did was a science experiment. First we talked about the scientific method. Then we used this activity page to record a hypothesis about why the groundhog sees his shadow. Then we turned the lights off and used a flashlight and our groundhogs to make some observations about shadows. Finally, we made a conclusion about the shadow experiments.
Happy Groundhog Day!
Click here to see last year's Groundhog Day post
Click here to see last year's Groundhog Day post
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